- Monday and Tuesday were pretty low key. I talked to Septum Kid, Moody Love Toy, The Carpenter and Veggie Guy a lot. I spent most of Tuesday at my mom's.
- Wednesday I took Moody to get his military ID and we came back to my place to watch a movie and walk about the apartment complex. We made out a bit, but no sex. We did talk about this blog, and he knows of his place in it. More texting with Septum and phone calls to The Carpenter. Also, a month ago I was at the Goodwill Outlet Store and one of the employees asked me for my number. I gave it to him, but since I screen my calls I've apparently been ignoring him inadvertently. He called on Wednesday and we talked a bit. He wants to hang out. We're going to call him Goodwill Man.
- Thursday The Carpenter came over and we had some bedroom time, then went to the casino in Anderson. It was my first casino trip, and boy was it boring. I just didn't get into playing the games, pushing buttons and waiting for a computer program to deem me worthy of winnings just didn't please me. And it was loud, which I don't dig. But he and I still had a good time.
- Today I was going to hang out with Septum, but we rescheduled for Sunday. The Carpenter and Goodwill Man want to take me out. It's a race to see who calls me first it seems.
- Nice Guy and I are going on a date tomorrow. Not sure what we're going to do, but I promised him I'd give him a chance when I started dating post-Jeremy.
On codependency. I picked up a book by Melody Beatrice called The New Codependency. A quote from it sums me up pretty well. "...I can't function unless I'm in love. The problem is, I don't have a life. Unless I'm taking care of someone, I don't know who I am." That hit home pretty hard, so I'm dedicated to reading this thing like my life depends on it, and working though this issue.
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